I know myself well enough to have foreseen that The Phase would be just that. I'm growing out of it. Poetry arrived, we danced and it now leaves. As all good things must. From The Phase - Part 2, where I graduated from micropoetry to microfiction, this third phase was about exploring the many fun WOTD (word of the day) games people play on Twitter. What lovely kindred spirits I have found in this journey. People, who've shown me that beauty is a mission, competition and sometimes, just love. This last compilation here marks the end of my romance with Twitter poetry, albeit only on my blog. I'll continue to write them on Twitter when inspiration grabs me by the throat, and stories and thoughts and things that may or may not touch you. But a lot of my heart is in these.
121. Behind closed doors/ inside fantastic
wardrobes/ she wears an alias; then another/ casts them off like used
lovers/ remorselessly.
122. Am I glad ~ Am I not ~ That you are you ~
That you are not ~ a subservient slave ~ I better be ~ to this place of
illusions
123. He runs by me/ a bit of memory/ quiet,
like a droplet/ a slow flow down my back/ making me aware, he is there/
yet not
124. He held her left arm supinate, locked her
right arm in his. And offset the cold satin on her belly, with his warm
breaths on her back.
125. He says nothing for a moment/ she says
nothing for two/ titillating pauses talk/ making erotic silent stories
126. Her arched back, a crossbow ~ his arm
holding it, an arrow ~ and passion in the wings ~ waiting to strike them
down
128. Don't leave; not yet, darling/ paper cuts
are yet to be/ as I hold sharp sheets to my throat/ coaxing my voice, to
write what it won't say
129. But they never looked at her nails. Just
her unusually brave face, that awaited the news of a catastrophe, with a
strange calm.
130. She seemed fine. Only those mercilessly
chewed-upon nails could give her fears away. With news of war each day,
she prayed and chewed.
131. There stands a pot of dye/ and here stand
I/ and what stands between us/ is an acknowledgement of age.
132. Camera in hand, he waited for an
efficacious light. One day, two days and ten. Meanwhile, the muse, bored
of waiting, grew fat on fries.
133. An acapella rings out ~ sweet sounds of
doubt ~ he loves me ~ he loves me not
134. Nurture it with waters cold/ tender with
lessons of old/ but the little tinder will grow bold/ make fire; for it
was born to burn
135. Glory be to the mother/ a Yashoda unsung/
and stories of her tears/ that went uncelebrated
136. His head on Rukmini's lap ~ repose playing
coy ~ the peacock feathered brow ~ lets the universe rest on it
137. The battlefield reeked of death. The
Parthasarathi breathed in. Equanimity. As if it were no different from
the happy place by the Yamuna.
138. Radhika's skies ~ forever a blue ~ tinted
days and nights ~ in her Shyam's hue.
139. "But, can I lose no more battles? Can I
not run away again?" lamented the Ranchhod. Only one folly was no fair
allowance to his human form.
140. And he left her behind/ with his flute for
solace/ "Why the need, dear Krishna/ when you take away the music?"
141. The apple of her eye ~ charms another ~
she glows and burns ~ the mother, Yashoda
142. As it stuck to plants/ the curses stuck to
him/ 'But where will I go?'/ asks the hapless aphid
143. Hush, my friend/ silences are not naught/
there are loud latent meanings/ if you
144. I call it the Urge Montage. Here, you see
hunger, here, ambition, here murder, here, escape, here, a scream, here,
a dream.
145. I recall the scent/ of that moment when/
pinned against a wall/ I awaited your kiss/ joys imploding in me
146. The air up here, silent normally/ dares
today, to see what it can be/ to stretch its boundaries/ with some
sibilant slicing of the night sky
147. Summer dreams in a winter's night/ rain
thirsty, summer-parched minds/ a nice, dry corner, want the damp
spirits/ our lives, forever wanting
149. Relief is seeping in now. Life is seeping
out. She lets go her last breath too. Her revenge complete.
150. There was so much rage. She sits over his
body, savours his lifeless face. Celebrates his decomposition. The blood
on the floor, now brown.
151. He kept turning around, saying "Shoo!" and
their wonder kept increasing.
152. He seemed odd. And more people walked
along, driven by their curiosities. The man, who was different, in being
himself, was branded messiah.
153. Lower your eyes; they make me tremble/
they make buckle, under passion/ lower your eyes, for I think vice/ Oh
won't you, lower your eyes?
154. In the swell of her breasts ~ and the
curve of her hips ~ and the flaming red of her lips ~ inscribed, her
artful lover's name
155. He shows me, he loves me/ in quaint little
ways / when he gets up and dances/ two left feet and his heart
156. Then he said, "There is news..." #sixwords
157. Sweet memories of a virgin night ~ when
your maladroit fingers ~ earnest to love me right ~ found the man and
woman in us
158. The spaces between us/ frozen solid/ won't
let leave/ won't let love
159. Cakes and ale, and ring and aisle/ were
the beginning of a promise/ we've smiled and cried and grown since then/
into man and wife and one
160. Proving my love to you/ is a blade walk/
I'd rather not do/ you don't want blood/ on your hands too
161. I hold still, as this soporific day/
slithers, stops, slithers; upon my very face/ I blink not, afraid/ its
languorous yawn will claim me
162. An ancient practice, among practitioners
of sophism, needs them to ride vicious cycles, in pointless circles.
163. There's a little coffee at the bottom of
the mug. And there's some ash. Some chewed gum. Hair. Tissue used to
wipe whatnot. A story too.
164. A room laden with the unsaid/ putrid fumes
of silence/ a war of vile stares/ warriors armed with tacit
165. He waited, ring in hand/ on his knees,
heart on sleeve/ She took too long, to get her makeup on/ his kneecaps
hurt, and he left.
166. I see you are back; bags and all / Love is
back too, I presume / Shall we talk now, start again / Or live in
tacit silence?
167. Strangers, made lovers/ for a short while,
on a small walk/ cried when the path forked/ for they could hold hands,
no longer
168. Come, let's talk you out of that
xenophobia. Let's tell you how, beneath their layers, are smiles and
tears, just like yours.
169. Looks like we let them win/ looks like
time and space walked in/ to the sacred space between us/ looks like we
drifted
170. How unfair, sweet lover/ that you should
look away/ while I look for you/ in the fragments of an old love
171. A surfeit of charm ~ in the charming rogue
~ was the undoing of the rogue ~ with a roguish charm
172. You wouldn't know that little Pied Piper's
favourite teddy bear was eaten up by mice.
173. Sudden death ~ a cruel kindness ~ no time
for goodbyes ~ no need for them
174. Little girls, holding kite string wheels.
Wait in hope, that they will be allowed to fly. Wait till they learn
some important lessons.
175. A broken warehouse ~ happy times in
clogged wheels ~ an unkind verisimilitude ~ to the owner's life
176. A séance ~ to call forth her own soul ~ to
check if ~ she was living or dead
177. Give not all and stop not all/ for wasn't
it when/ He clipped his wings/ that archangel turned archenemy?
178. I could hear them clash ~ steely swords of
ego ~ father, son and Oedipus ~ demanding pieces of me
179. He sought a slavegirl. A perfect ebony. To
hold still and be laden with treasures. "For what is more luscious than
gold on black?" he'd say.
180. Unlearn the wheel some day ~ feel your
feet again ~ stand still for a while ~ and talk to your roots.
181. When you won't stay, I hold your
apparition hostage. Force my love on it, force it to love me. Dance with
it, as one, until you come back.
182. Trapped. She found two exit doors. One on
the ceiling, one on the floor. It was a nightmare, because she was
chained to the walls. Trapped.
183. I'm tearing pages, I'm tearing pages/
doing away with my rages/ forgetting songs of heartbreak/ and laughing
because I once cried
184. The room stank of stale perfume and all
things faux. Pearls, labels, hair, breasts. The reporter's winning
story: The Death of a Drag Queen
185. I remember a stranger from many winters
ago. I remember only his lips. Trembling, shivering lips. Perhaps in
need for warmth. Inside out.
186. How sad this world/ that needs a loss/ to
unite/ and not love
187. How beautiful is that unbending spirit of a
child, luminous with self-belief, untouched by self-doubt.
188. A bottomless well. An endless spiral
staircase. A very dark darkness. A tearing temptation to climb down to
see where it ends, if it does.
189. Chocolate. Dark. Passion. Molten. Sweet.
Bitter-sweet. Lips. Swirl. Fulfill. Trickle. Lick. Dance. Tongue.
Smooth. Languor. Bitten. Smitten.
190. In the flash of his glistening axe/ the
soldier saw beauty/ a nobler call for duty/ towards that of his own
heart
191. I have a wooden box/ empty and not/ for it
holds life stories/ of the soil, and tree and man
192. There's a step to choose/ while you're at
the fringe/ into or away from/ the wilderness called loneliness
193. The mind ~ an illusionist ~ a
contortionist ~ an escape artist too
194. His father's shoes, his razor, his shirt.
"Try not to fit into them so soon, my son. They have untold miles and
blood and sweat in them."
195. Truth rasps ~ like a breathless fish ~ in a
sea of wrongs ~ that soak our gills
196. Mild, but then/ a battleground it is/
motherhood has, but/ valour medals in smiles
197. It's a crack in the night sky ~ that
travels, grows and shrinks ~ they say it's the moon ~ I say it's a piece
of the next day
198. Place caution on a winnow/ throw it to the
winds/ let them scatter, make small/ and do what you will
199. A checkered path ~ one black step ~ after a
white ~ if you choose ~ to walk straight
200. A love born of my womb/ whence I see you
sleep/ feel a love that makes me strong/ and a love that makes me weak
201. One wrong held aloft ~ among a hundred
rights, trivialised ~ to shine like a beacon ~ to be spat upon
202. The wine glass stood empty/ Save for some
drops of memory/ An echo of sweet nothings/ and savoured, fermented
grape juice
203. Somedays, words on a deathbed lie/ but
then comes a horse, muse astride/ wrings my heart with passion/ love
children born of my pen
204. Waves. Thick and fast,/ the black
soporific/ engulf and drown/ the blank eyed ruse of wakefulness.
205. A silent knife/ a skillful carver/ a
restless heart/ an effortless groove.
206. He stripped them of colour/ To make blacks
black, and whites white/ A frame of truth/ Bared for beauty
207. To watch a hurricane go by/ shreds of life
in its wake/ death dotting street sides/ simple pleasures of a lensman
208. Only the lights danced/ only the shadows
moved/ created intimate, intricate patterns/ with two perfect strangers
209. Rinsed of its history/ a short-lived
romance/ blank pages/ want ink again
210. A hapless mother/ a mother no less/ a
broken heart in a wicker basket/ a Moses or a Karna
211. Lingering old love/ like the musty
after-rain smell/ in my clothes, in my hair/ a mud patch in my heart
212. You sound familiar. The sound of words
I've never uttered. Sometimes, I feel I'm on both ends of the telephone.
213. Intertwined destinies/ like vines of
different leaf/ distinct, but fused/ a source of life to each other
214. Been a while since I looked/ young hands
are old now/ but they hold on still/ marking lines in the other's palm.
215. Peace, over wine glasses/ shattered by the
mundane/ pick up the pieces, start again/ an ordinary Monday in a
briefcase
216. Just because I let you be/ unfettered,
without curtains/ you let my secrets out/ O vile, wicked window!
217. A new set of numbers/ two zero one one/
perhaps have meanings for some/ perhaps they have none.
218. Buttons, unbuttoned. Zips, unzipped.
Hooks, unhooked. Mixed breaths and unintended confessions. A few reds
had caught them off guard.
219. New year eve stories: A loner | A
performer | An early sleeper | A drinker | A doctor | A TV watcher | A
bouncer | A wannabe | A granny.
220. A word of love, ignites another/ falling
in line, in rhyme/ one heart's tune, a melody then/ making music of the
soul together
221. You got no place/ for a soul out cold/ in
your hearth or your heart/ and you demand a warm obituary?
222. A shiny trajectory/ your space, your time,
your pace/ a happy little place/ the moment you stand in/ the finish
line and the start.
223. There are darknesses to touch too. That
smooth quiet of after dusk. That velvet peace of night. That silken
sleep. Feel all, fall free.
224. Pour all lovers in a mosh pit. Let their
bodies mingle. With the mud, the blood and the lust. Let the names be
gone. Let only passion play.
225. Despite the silk of her scarf and the
svelte black dress, worked a fervent fantasy. An aquiline nose. And a
cosmetic surgeon's address.
226. Behind that jinx, is perhaps a
benevolence. Clad in failure of your intent. Perhaps you're not meant to
get there yet. And learn to wait.
227. How terrifying the gift of foresight is/
to not make a mistake, cold and perfect/ to not fall and laugh/ to not
want to play with fire.
228. Crows feet and mellowed tempers/ laugh
lines and stretch marks/ little badges of honour/ for being a sport
about passing time.
229. A famous seer. He could tell all. Because
he knew all. Because he studied all. Because he wanted to defeat fate.
Because he was born blind.
230. Her hand slid up his jacket sleeve. Felt
the silk lining, a scar and her life. A healed gunshot wound. One he had
shielded her from.
231. One hot-blooded encounter. Then silence.
Like a heavy, inconspicuous layer of cream. On a forgotten cup of coffee
by the bedside.
232. The prisoner laughed at them mockingly. So
they erased his past and then set him free. Consigned him thus, to a
life of no memory.
233. Place me in a place I know not/ tell me a
tale of anonymous passion/ pry open my lids to some irony/ force upon me
a vicissitude.
234. Disjointed fragments of reality/ a
phantasmagoric world, spun/ around truths and make-believes/ he chooses
to live in his personal cliché.
235. Mystic byroads in a mundane life/ lit up
and drew me in/ when Hafiz spoke and Rumi sang/ my dervish soul twirled
and followed
236. I ask to stand tall ~ my head in the
clouds ~ yet feet on the ground ~ an impossibly beautiful flux ~ of
humility and grandeur.
237. I am really a child, a happy child. And I
got a toy box full of big, bright words. I play some, I strew some, I
chew some. Then I go to bed.
238. Armed with a slingshot/ over a field of
dreams/ hurtling verses at naysayers/ she defended with poesy.
239. "My heart's not dark," says he/ "My mind
isn't dark," says he/ "My words aren't dark," says he/ "It's that dust
on the bloody window."
240. His beauty, she beheld/ was rendered a
glassy-eyed fool/ begged him to set her free/ by shattering her dreams
with vanity.
